I have been in hibernation it seems in many ways for over a year. I recently had another bout of not being able to breathe or sleep. Some of my facebook friends came to my rescue by sending along potions for anti anxiety and blessed sleep. They helped a lot but I needed to do something for myself and so I began therapy again and finally got to the doctor. Turns out my anxiety is not just emotional based but also stem from some physical issues that are being addressed now. And as for the lack of sleep......same thing. There are physical reasons that a good night's rest was non-existent for me. My fibro and other already recognized issues are now joined by some other nasty cohorts to make life a little more challenging. But instead of looking at it in the negative, I'll focus on the fact that I have a life to be challenged.
|Just another fun way to chase your tail.|
I am looking forward for the first time in a very long time. I know that I haven't shared a lot with you, my lovelies, but it has been a rough year for me. I just didn't feel like I could or should share my problems with all of you. I know some do but my situations seemed small in comparison to so many folks who have horrendous maladies and life situations to face.
I had forgotten what tough old bird I am. I had lost some of my muchness along the way, but I am in process and that is a very hopeful and great place to be right now.
A little more than two weeks and we will be Celebrating Oz - Shadows of Oz. I hope you will join us on April 11 for the festivities.
Smooches and Squoozes, Oma Linda