Okay, so you and I, reader are almost to the end of my dream. The next blog will be my transformation.
I looked up and there was Fire, my birth sign as an Aries. Now you are going to my deferance to said sign, Fire was for sure feminine. Told me to get down on the ground. Told me I was goining to be surrounded by fire and it would be hot. Fire also included some additional rules, don't touch the fire and definately, do not try to get up. Told me to close my eyes. I did and she began to light fires. First at my head, then my left, right sides and finally at my feet. I could feel the flames licking my elbows, feet and head. I raised my arm, I don't know why and it set on fire. I could see blisters where contract had been made. Fire admonished me for being so Aires. Then told me she would extenquish the flames and all the symbols would assist me getting up. As I felt my body stand up, I realised there had been no fire, it was all in my head. I looked at my arm and it was crispy, black, bloody and hurt so much. She asked me how I felt in the fire. I answered, trapped, hot, anxious. And how does that related to your life? I have felt trapped by being old, slight infirmed and as I pronouce the d in infirmed the symbols,started chanting and Jason played big old drum, they laid hands on me. Fire said what did you learn. I injure only me when I bitch and moan about anything. Fire said, but how..Isn My ego is your art. when I had to pick a new ego, I settled, as I have done all my life for: others feelings, our finances, my love of my children, people who make me feel bad about myself and guess what reader......I allowed it all. At this point I looked down and the burn was gone as though it had never been.
I looked up and there was Fire, my birth sign as an Aries. Now you are going to my deferance to said sign, Fire was for sure feminine. Told me to get down on the ground. Told me I was goining to be surrounded by fire and it would be hot. Fire also included some additional rules, don't touch the fire and definately, do not try to get up. Told me to close my eyes. I did and she began to light fires. First at my head, then my left, right sides and finally at my feet. I could feel the flames licking my elbows, feet and head. I raised my arm, I don't know why and it set on fire. I could see blisters where contract had been made. Fire admonished me for being so Aires. Then told me she would extenquish the flames and all the symbols would assist me getting up. As I felt my body stand up, I realised there had been no fire, it was all in my head. I looked at my arm and it was crispy, black, bloody and hurt so much. She asked me how I felt in the fire. I answered, trapped, hot, anxious. And how does that related to your life? I have felt trapped by being old, slight infirmed and as I pronouce the d in infirmed the symbols,started chanting and Jason played big old drum, they laid hands on me. Fire said what did you learn. I injure only me when I bitch and moan about anything. Fire said, but how..Isn My ego is your art. when I had to pick a new ego, I settled, as I have done all my life for: others feelings, our finances, my love of my children, people who make me feel bad about myself and guess what reader......I allowed it all. At this point I looked down and the burn was gone as though it had never been.
Knowing the elements I asked where the teacher Spirit was and they all five said, you are.
Now tell me that was not a God message to a great old lady who loves and cares without payment of any kind. I am free from my own negativity,
Praise God and his very colorfully dressed angels who let me see a better me. And thank all of them for a close up look at beauty in the male form, oh stars, of Jason Mamoa. , And I thank any of you who spent half the weekend reading this disseerration of love of my creators, pagan, ancestral or christian. Smooches and hugs, Linda
Joe and Georgina......damn you too are bossy telling me to tell the world, You da best,
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